Vampires smile...

"Nothing's gonna stop us, let the bad times roll"

Thanks for the cd my angellove!!!

Resurresction

I could resurrect myself from death. Back from the end.
It was so f*ckin hard...again I feel stronger and harder, somehow I can easily say "fuck that".

"You have let me down
You have left me cold
You don't understand
You haven't won
You've begun
It's begun
The beginning of the end"

Without a doubt

HINDERHINDERHINDERHINDERHINDER!!! Thanks dad for bringing me their CD and DVD - I got shocked! Very good performers, a very good band, they really know how to sell their music and know what rock n roll is really about. (But damn boys, there are too many bitches around ya...I think that's not the perfect way to show how rebel you all are - the lyrics has much more serious tales about love.Keep on rocking, forever support. Hehe.

Get stoned

Just hear me out
If it's not perfect I'll perfect it 'til my heart explodes
I highly doubt
I can make it through another of your episodes
Lashing out
One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control
You wear me out
But it's all right now

Lets go home and get stoned
We could end up making love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery)
But it's all right now

Without a doubt
The break up is worth the make up sex you're giving me
Lets hash it out
Cause your bitchin and your yelling don't mean anything
Don't count me out
I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying
You wear me out
But it's all right now

Let's go home and get stoned
We could end up making love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery)
But it's alright now

Lets go home and get stoned
We could end up making love instead of misery
Go home and get stoned
Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
Go home and get stoned
Lets go home and get stoned...

Been and gone

Don't be afraid...you'll never change what's been and gone...

Merry Christmas to Everyone!!!

Wishing all my sweet friends (for helping me rise above time after time), my family (for being a family again)...so wishing you all a wonderful and bright & warm Christmas Eve and brilliant Christmas Days!!!

Forever Love and longing, Andy Valo / Gotthyka / Bogyo / Boci (?) / Andrea

I want to make a memory...

Hello again, it's you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin' wine, killing time
Trying to solve life's mysteries

How's your life, it's been a while
God it's good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave

If you don't know if you should stay
If you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's nowhere else tonight we should be

You wanna make a memory

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had.
It's bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringing I don't wanna ask

If you go now, I'll understand
If you stay, hey, I've got a plan
We're gonna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple of lines

You wanna make a memory

If you don't know if you should stay
And you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's nowhere else tonight we should be
We Should be
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple of lines

You wanna make a memory...

Loner longing...

"Someday I`ll learn to love these scars
Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words"

I wish to be buried in the world of snow and cold. I am waiting for the snow to fall on my lips again. Christmas is coming and I have only one wish. I'll try to believe strongly so it must come true! :) (You don't understand, you don't need to understand.)

Well, I am up to tide this fu**ing house. Wish me luck.
Angel, look it's snowing again out there! Wish you were here so we'd go & play. No, girl, I don't feel grey. I don't feel blue. I don't feel like the rain. I feel like...the way the snow is coming down. It's so calm, to pure, so beautiful. Sugar from the heavens above - it all makes me have a sweet taste in my mouth. See, how optimistic I am. :)
Things will get better. ("It can't get worse??")

Always the same question (why)

Well, I feel so fucking empty again. Cold and alone. None by my side. None wants to stay awake with me. But no desire to see beauty, no desire to cry, to kiss, to breathe. No desire to light all the candles in my room and listen to music. No needs now. Just emptiness. No home in darkness nor light. No need to sing, to speak, to scream. No need to hide. I am not loved, I don't feel loved. And for the first time in my life it isn't killing me. Why? I wish I could cry and scream. I wish I could embrace the dark and imagine you there, I wish I could love the rising sun and wish I could see the colors of the sky. But I am not interested in anything at all. I guess the blade is already in too deep in my flesh.

Eltagadom...

Eltagadom, hogyha kérdik:
»Elmult minden, nem szeretlek!«
Úgy fáj ez a képmutatás,
Úgy fáj ez az én szivemnek.

De mit tegyek? Hivalkodjam
Bánatommal a világnak?
Vagy lenézve, kinevetve
Siránkozzam még utánad?...

Rejtegetem szivem mélyén,
Féltve, fájón a nagy titkot:
Hogy feledni el nem tudlak,
Hogy nem leszek soha boldog!

(ADY)

Apukámtól (love him so)

"Annyira kell a meleg, a fény, a boldogság, a tavasz, a nyár, a szerelem, a nevetés, a haverok, a kacsintás, a zene, a felszabadult lelek. Az akarat, mely tudja hova vezet, es boldog az ember lelke, mert megvalósította két keze az álmait!"

Annyira jó apa vagy.