The snow. The wait. The dream.

I remember how bad I wanted to see the snow melt away from the rooftop of that house which was standing in front of my balcony like an immovable piece of rock. And spring came and the white stuff was still there. And birds started to sing. And forest animals started to nibble new seeds from the melting nature and the sun, oh the sun wasn't shining cold any more, but the snow was still there rejecting pictures of the future that only spring can offer to the dreamers. And I was aching. I was aching to see the world change and go up in flames just to turn that very last square meter snow into nothing. I was dying to breathe free from all care, I was dying to start living the dream. And I remember crying with bloodshot eyes when I felt a snowflake land on my face on the first of May. And I also remember when everything disappeared. The snow. The wait. The dream.

disappointment

Funny how anger and hate dissolves
and fades in black just because
time's moving forward and days
pass and each time they wake
with a brighter sunrise which
means the world hasn't ended
yet no matter how hard
you've been trying
to rip the heart apart
you have never been
one hell of a hunter -
I only wanted you to be.

(2)

Unexpected good news. The girl is falling.

Eventually...

...this is how I forgot about you.

(1)

Should I tell him that what I want is jgefugbihegkn?!

reminder

second tattoo is gonna be a wrist tattoo saying DILLIGAF

screenplay mode back on

let's just face it now -- you are never changing

#cough_it_all_up

I remember how hard last winter was trying to sneak under my skin when you blocked the way.

I will always regret 

having to forget this. 

falling out falling out

falling out falling out haven't you wondered if this was ever more than a crazy idea
falling out falling out haven't you wondered what we could've been if you'd only let me in

Without over-thinking anything, come and do it if you've already been planning to do it, come and hit me like a hurricane and don't regret a thing.

Accidentally

I am still there, I can see that. You are still watching, looking, following. 

You are still in it.

Ennyi lett

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