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first show:

06 July 2010 @ Diesel - Budapest
start 9 PM

Memories vs Flu

Chapter One

It took me hours to decide if I should enter my already rusty blogger world again tonight or just close the page -- like many other times before. My head is far from anything clear, my thoughts are gently blocked by this ridiculous flu that has settled inside my body a week ago and it still doesn't seem to wanna get the hell out. So, waiting for a perfect day to blog is like wishing impossible things. Hell yeah, let's roll now!

Sometimes I truly can't figure out if my life has finally got its well deserved kick in the ass or is it just about to fall apart like never before. I tend to vote for the first option this time because I am trying so hard to believe now, believe in anything and everything but above all: in life. It's gonna be fair one day, I know. Now that I have learnt the hardest lesson, I can completely understand what they mean when they say 'you have to live your own life and focus on it only'. Are all the other lives worth your pain? My ass. Life can seem to be evil since - in so many cases - it's moving around and forward with a pinch of hatred and a lovely dose of guilt floating out of those people whose hands have never touched dirt on the ground. And half of the world is living it this way. Now let me tell you, it's only an illusion sticking to your hands, under the surface you never really had a good reason to cry and bleed and pull your heart out. Pain is the fashion you chose to dress up for. But do you feel hurt? What hurts you the most? So, your list is still empty... Good. So, let me explain what. The idea of yourselves remaining weak when the illusion dies -- this freaks you all out. While people like me are crawling step by step, gathering power, strenght and energy, you won't be strong enough to keep it all together when your haven turns to ash. You won't be strong enough because you never had the possibility to learn to love and appreciate the fruit of your deeds. Therefore you're gonna stand there, with an empty heart, not knowing where to move next. There is only one advice I can give: fill your fucking heart with love. Don't underestimate others but give your hand. Wash that forever unsatisfied grimace off your face and put on a true smile! Remember, this is the game where the more you give, the more you'll get. Help us make this shithole a brither place -- be a true person.

After this little chat between myself and I, think I might dare to say it really was the ass kick and not the sense of an impending breakdown. Hallelujah.

Chapter Two

Here, in this lonely place there is not much going on. Every day is exactly the same burning hell: alarm rings at 6 AM, girl makes it out of bed, does (or doesn't do) her make-up, goes to work, drinks her first, second and third morning coffee while smoking a half pack of cigarettes, gets (or doesn't get) lost in paperwork, eats lunch at 11 which is still weird for her tummy then she has a desire to nicotinize her lungs a little more, then she goes back to the desk, back to the papers - time moves fast forward until 4 and when 4 arrives, the same old bullshit starts again: carrying her ass back to the hotel, boredom kicks in and she is cursing her God for this huge playground is anything but her kind of wonderland.

Sometimes she dives into the water which makes her feel cold and dirty but anyway she swims. For 2 minutes, then she realizes she's all alone and waterworld feels strange without the company of any mermaids, pirates or friends. She runs out of the waves, twice as fast as when she walked in - and runs back to her room to fall in her bed like a dead. She wishes not to move ever again or at least not until someone comes to brighten up her pathetic afternoons. This is how life is in the middle of a green colored heaven. This is how it almost always is...

Chapter Three

Part 1

His Infernal Majesty. Do I need to say more? Of course, I do. Not exactly 3 weeks ago a friend of mine (@Twiggy) asked me if I had known HIM were going to play at DonauInselFest, in Vienna. I kinda shouted at her in total disbelief like "why in hell would they play there, it's not even mentioned on their official website" and it was true, the Heartagram site had no information about this upcoming show. But of course, I had to play Sherlock again and now I am so happy I did! Because they were going to come! (Come...khm. Oh I wish.) What made it even more amazing (and still so unbelievable) was the festival being one of those with free entry! Maybe it was my last chance to see them in this life...I don't fucking know, so often there are many things killing the bubbles of my dreams - money, bad timing, family trip, health problems - but this time, whoever it is watching us from above, he or she was unconditionally giving and rewarding. It's like getting a fucking reward for my work. A totally and completely unexpected giftbox with my favorite band inside.

Part 2

26th June 2010 -- Friday

I've always thought Vienna's one of the most beautiful cities ever...

And wouldn't you just love it even more if you went there each time, to see your all time favorites? To see the lights changing colors, hear the guitars cry, the drumms making your heart dance a jig. Feeling the beautifil, dark butterflies in your stomach when he appears. Noticing the teardrops wetting through your lashes. Wouldn't you love it as much as I did?

Like St. Valentine, Right here in my arms, Scared to Death, Kiss of Dawn, Wicked Game, Heartkiller, Join me, Bleed well, Disarm me (with your loneliness), Buried alive by love, Poison Girl, Killing Loneliness, The funeral of hearts, Rebel Yell -- YES, Rebel Yell which completely made me feel like I was the luckiest little fucker in this universe.

The whole Vienna experience was pretty adventurous, too (as it usually is when you have no idea where you will spend the night). We ended up hitting the hay in the hugest youth hostel I've evere seen (though in the smallest room). I couldn't really care less: I love my life and I prefer it crazy.

Part 3

Now pouring some special thanks down on you, especially on @Gothica and @Twiggy. Thank you girls for being there, sharing my tears and singing with me. It means a lot, always.

The band (Ville, Lily, Migé, Gas, Burton).

My parents.

The End

"Memories, sharp as daggers, pierce into the flesh of today"

I am off. xoxo 666 times

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Eclipse

When it's Twilight then it's Nuts times. And this time it was Eclipse I was going crazy about. But hey, I am a girl, I have a right to love The Twilight Saga! Keep that in mind. Not even mentioning how hot the vamp or the wolf guys are. Maybe some of you are expecting me to write a little longer about this film -- I wish I could but I am speechless, it was so good! Believe me! It was way too different from anything Twilight this time, or maybe it's just the first movie that became as Twilight related as a movie could ever turn out to be. I wouldn't say it's better than Twilight (the first movie) though. There is more action in this one, maybe it's closer to the book, there was not a moment when I could take my eyes off of Edw...oh, the screen. Okay, let's just admit: that Brit heartthrob is still being all sparkly and beautiful. His make-up wasn't so fucked up as I expected -- I mean, it was a lucky surprise for me, he made me hyperventilate and all feisty in the cinema. Sexy times at the movies, God, I am never going to be healed, not with movies like this. Do I even wanna heal? Hell NO!

Eclipse is pretty close to the book, it contains every important second and movement on the screen the way I dreamt it. For me, this movie was perfect. Perfect because of action. And jokes. Funny scenes. Deadly scenes. Emmett scenes. EDWARD scenes. Bed scenes. (Uh-uh.) Fight scenes. (Jasper VS Alice grrrr)

So, how do we feel about it guys?  Let me know!

Twilight will be my forever favorite because that was the perfect beginning of something beautiful, something that has made me addicted and devoted (on an unhealthy level) even though I am 24.

Ridiculous. Haha!

"The clouds I can handle but I can't fight an eclipse."