12/11/2007

New dawn - out of him?

Back from the End.


It all made me (my heart?) so weak. Maybe he is a chance to take. Maybe I should give in to my fears. Maybe it'd be the last time to feel alive again. I love his crazy ways!!! And sure I would like to see him at the moment but ... sure I am such a good girl, (s)aint that I just know what I am up to do. All I need is my sweet dream in a deep sleep. And tomorrow we'll see if the sun will rise again. Maybe I should believe that this time I am the lucky one. And what if I am not? My heart is already torn apart so why should I care if I die a bit more?


"You said you'll try to make a new dawn
But I know how hard it is to let go..."

So I'll lose myself but I don't mind.

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