We like having too much fun

Heyya...so how to start...I am really sleepy but I'd like to write some lines about the party we had last night. So there were some bottles of wine, coke, Dori and I. She told me we won't get drunk. Well, she was wrong. We had to hurry up cos as we know ourselves we always miss the bus we need so we had to drink the wine in a very fast way so fast that we didn't even realize how soon we got so damn drunk. The whole trip to After Music Pub is a mess in my head. Somehow we got there and met our friends, too many friends, seemed like everyone we know and love was there (So, Chrys, Matej, Misi, Brigi etc.) Actually I can hardly remember...we went to see Mátyás Attila band and we didn't see the concert because it was so HOT in the pub so we went out to breathe some air and later all out friends came out to talk. Chrys was there, still the same, I don't even wanna write about the situation - nothing to do with it. I remember that I kissed Szandra and Gothica, too. I kissed Chrys which was a grave misunderstanding!!! (I don't know why I did...) I kissed an other one too. You people were lucky last night. ;) Still I do not know what to do with this boy...call him "X". I like spending my time with him but I don't think we'd fit perfectly. We would never make a perfect couple. Somehow I still want to believe in true love. And my heart desires someone else. Someone else I said!!! And he knows I want him. But since I am so unlucky, life is just a role to play, I am a toy you can play with - what more can I say...you got me to tear me apart since I am lost in life and lost in you - you just ignore, you don't care so I let the world break my heart cos I am just a doll in the world's hands.
I remember that Chrys believes in the supernatural. ET is our friend, right girl? :) And I remember that me and Dori started to sing some Sweeney Todd shit and I hope none heard us singing. :)) It was funny but really nothing like a song from Sweeney Todd. Well I know my jeans got poured down with wine. I was so cool. Ah, yeah, cos we didn't stop drinking when we left home. No, we wanted more and I guess we were drinking like hell. And were laughing like crazy. The best thing was that me and Dori just know each other so fucking well that it was easy for us to laugh on everything, even on a word said by the people around us, even one word could make us so happy. :)
And I remember (coz I have some kinda scars on my left arm) when they started to play Deathstar's Cyanide song I gone crazy. Actually my nails were deep in my flesh - ya know, ooops I love that song, it made me feel like an animal lol.
Shit, you can't imagine how good it was!
So next time you should see us having a party and join us then you'll know what it takes when you lose control, when you lose your mind.
Out of space.
Out of time.
We'll be waiting for you.