I owe you this one, so let's get down to the business as Christina said ;) 11th of September. Gyöngyvér turned my world upside down again. Also their guest, Nova Prospect rocked my world quite well, geez that chick just have the throat and the voice, I am so jealous. ^^ I love their music, hope they'll get some fame soon because a band like that should reach every goal, every country, every dream.
OK, Gyöngyvér (yes sure my only fav was there though in a kinda funny position and with the biggest earrings that the world has ever seeeeeen) was FANTASTIC and orgasmic, what more can I say? Image, design, new album, stage, performance, clothes, make-up, singer awww and guitarist awww, the best new songs, really trust me their new album left me amazed and breathless. More and better than what I was waiting for. And Angelina Jolie should be proud now that she is the cover girl. It was a wonderful night. I was flying kind of in an other dimension but sober enough to remember all clearly forever. It's about dancing, dancing, dancing. And well there he was: the bastard I've known for 5 years now and I was trying to taste some hope on his lips and breathe some freedom in but he is not the one I thought he'd be. Selfish. Egocentric. Left me feel like I'm foolish and sooo damn cold. Now that IS heartless. And silly me I just went to see him last Friday again for a good fuck nothign else but got more depressed then ever before in my life when I got treated like a dog dog dog oh so do me a favor, kiss my ass a-hole and choke on dust. Even if sometimes ppl like being used and fucked like there was no tomorrow, men just cannot do this...playing with girls like that, that was an unfair game, because there was no happiness neither was joy, one climax and then I'd kiss the wall. Nice I can say. Tell you what: even bitches want to be happy for a few hours. It's not about the sexy dirty thing itself - it's about pretending we're happy. It was a nightmare, thank God it's over. Make no contact please. I'd only curse your existence to hell.
So now what do I have? I miss my SweetNuts, you know I like crazy girls...nuts girls...whohooo and missing my Gothica, Timee Valo, and would be nice to see Sweetheat again. See him better.
So, here is a link to a short video 'bout my 11th September night, enjoy:
One more thing to mention: I love this mind-reading, sparkling, super fast dom, Robward. Maybe this is an unhealthy passion and obsession now but being crazy just makes me feel so free. I love this man. Love every interview, his hands in that sexhair, every worn-out shirt, when he is unshaven, when he is pale, when he is tan, when he is Edward or Art or just simply Rpattz, the same loser like everyone of us, with the same toothache, bad times, happy times, fears, putting his soul into his music. Now that times are hard, I know music will save your life and remind you how to smile. But anyway, I love the whole Twilight story no matter what. The most beautiful teenage vamp story ever. So sad it contains no sex scene. :)
School. It's the same old song and you all know me. I'll really try to be up by 11 tomorrow haha and I already know I'm going to disappoint myself HAH.
Cigarette, cigarette, come and burn my soul away.
ps. Alan you better hurry up with True Blood Season 3, life is boring without those bloodsuckers! ;)
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